Wednesday, November 5, 2008

*Jedi mind trick* this is a clever title... *EDIT*

I feel like I should update something... I also feel like writing something... but I don't knowwwww.

Let's copy Lisa and do a bullet post, shall we?

  • Halloween - I was kind of upset/surprised that I didn't see a whole lot of people dressed up. But then again I wasn't dressed up so I really can't complain that much. There was a girl in my Japanese class who dressed up as Rainbow Bright so that was cool. It was the slutty costume but she managed to make it non-slutty through layering which I thought was sensible, especially since it's the middle of the day and you're going to class. At a party or whatever, sure, fine, but at class... that's just not good. So I skipped out of English and went home where I watched House of Wax and Ghost Hunters [Live]. We got 11 trick-or-treaters. Not 11 groups, 11 KIDS. I don't blame them, though. Especially after reading that article of the poor kid who was shot to death after knocking on the wrong door. I think, if I have kids, I might not feel safe enough to let them go out trick-or-treating unless I could really trust my neighborhood. I would probably take them to the mall or something like most parents do these days. Anyway, handed out delicious king size candybars to kids and watched Ghost Hunters for about 5-6 hours. Then turned in early... about 11? Maybe that was the night I talked to Minguk too. :(
  • I miss Minguk a lot.
  • School has been giving me a lot of work lately. It's all pretty easy, mostly just reading assignments and design assignments and regular homework assignments, but it tends to accumulate into a lot and I kind of worry that I might forget to do something since that's so like me. Maybe that stresses me out a bit. But not really. I really don't feel stressed at all.
  • Apparently I grind my teeth as I sleep (this has only happened once as far as Ainsley knows but it may have happened while she sleeps too or when I'm not sleeping in the same room as her). So I'm trying to figure out reasons why this would be. I looked up online and it said stuff about oddly aligned teeth and missing teeth and stuff... I don't have any missing teeth (except for the ones that were pulled out but those caps have long since closed) but I kind of have an oddish bite because I think my bottom jaw is moved slightly to the right so they're not perfectly aligned. I really hope it's not because of a weird bite because that is a lot harder (and expensive) to fix that me just being stressed. So I have kind of a list of reasons why i would be stressed out even if I don't feel it (because I think I'm immune to the feeling, which is probably unhealthy)...
    >> I miss Minguk a lot and I worry about him sometimes and I'm sad.
    >> Money
    >> Classwork load
    >> Body image issues (?) (I've always had body image issues, they waver
    and flow, are strong and are weak, but they're always there. Right now
    they're probably somewhere in between.)
    I'm thinking it's probably the first one because everyone stresses out about all the other stuff and yet you don't see everyone having to get their veneers replaced and crowns put on etc. etc. But how to fix it? I don't want to stop thinking about him because that leads to other problems, yet I don't want my teeth to be worn down to sawdust. I talked about this whole long distance business with Megan the other night and I guess I'll just have to wait it out and stay positive and think of happy things. Anyway, I'm stressing (haha) about this a lot because I really like my teeth. I think they're nice. And I don't want to have to get dentures or anything.
  • Anyway... what else? Is there anything else...? I'm going home this weekend because (OMG) Lisa is home! So I will see her and get a special present from Minguk that I'm like peeing my pants over because I'm so excited.
  • I'm hungry.
  • **EDIT** Something I forgot to mention. Our new president! Duh! Obaaaammmaaa!!! I was so excited when I saw on CNN that he is our new president. I ran into my apartment mates' room and started dancing. But they hadn't heard the news yet so they just kind of stared at my funny. Then it announced on the show that Obama is the next president (They were watching Stewart and Colbert) and they got excited too. It was so empowering. It was like a rush of new excitement and hope for the future permiated through my body. Amazing. After Obama's speech I went straight to bed but I'm kind of sad I missed the celebration downtown. Oh well...
  • ALSO. ANY CONSERVATIVE WHO WANTED MCCAIN TO WIN WHO SAYS THAT THEY ARE GOING TO MOVE TO CANADA IS A FREAKING IDIOT AND THEY ARE THE REASON WHY THIS COUNTRY IS FAILING. That is all.


1 comment:

Unknown said...

I know someone who also grinds their teeth in their sleep, but they sometimes wear a mouthguard to bed and manage to still be functional members of society ^.^